And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

      The ups and donws of life must be taken as they come...

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                       中秋节快乐

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                            

 

 

                                                                                                                              天真TMD的热....

 

 

 

 

 

 

窗外一直细雨不断,一直住在酒店里,突然觉得有点喜欢在酒店里拿笔记本敲敲打打的感觉

想说些什么,却又不知道怎么表达,呵

 

房间都是亲爱的味道,嘻嘻

而且还不让我敲字还在拼命抓着我晃来晃去,坏人 ...

 

呼,要去逛街了..... T T

 

 

 

别了,我去了...... 唉

 

                                                     小苦力,留 ...... 呜.....

 

 

 

 

 

 

允许开放评论了,不用给我发消息了,愿大家节日有个轻松,愉放的心情.

 

 

笑

 

 

PS：脚好软啊,有什么方法可以放松的吗

 

 

 

 

 

 

刹那一念之心,摄万年之岁月无余

 

 

 

晚间充斥着的霓虹,在水雾的空中,略显冷列,哀伤.

清明时节雨纷纷,一年,一年...一年

 

笑.

 

虽不说惺惺作态,但矫情还是有的,罢了,权当做作吧

 

 

 

以容之伤,替情之悲,可否?   

 

 

 

 

 

 

蔷薇,落叶灌木.
植株丛生,茎具蔓性.多刺.
叶互生,奇数羽状复叶.花有红,白,黄,紫,黑五色,红色居多.

细想起来,历年所见到的蔷薇的次数都不多,蔓腾性的植物于我眼里居多都是存有纠结意味的.
它不比玫瑰般直接,也不比杏花般内敛.
它肆意生长,一群,一大片,丰盛,根植繁多.甚少人为之喜欢此种植物.

四月是属于它的季节.

在记忆里,年幼时手腕曾被它刺深深留下印痕,当初曾万般诅咒这尖锐的植物.

从年少噙着泪水到此刻稚气退却竟又开始对这般植物心生怜爱.
在佛家七苦,生,老,病,死,爱别离,怨僧会,求不得中.它棣属其中的爱别离.
这般纠结的植物突然让我想起张爱玲曾书写的一段话:'娶了红玫瑰,久而久之,红的变成墙上的一抹蚊子血,白的还是窗前明月光,娶了白玫瑰,白的就是衣服上的一饭粒,红的却是心口上的一颗朱砂痣'

这很突兀的感觉,我不爱玫瑰,一点都不喜欢这物种. 笑.

 

 

那眼里看着嘴边挂着手里捧着心中揣着心底念着,放下了威逼便立地成佛,放不下未必便万劫不复.

纠结也只是借口,心底念念不忘的却是那一抹的温暖柔软.

 

 

四月是属于蔷薇的季节.

 

 

亲爱的,请听我说,我想有一个圆顶的花园,四周插着篱笆,屋顶上长满那媚红的蔷薇.

晚间便可以见到你了,我期待你那一抹温暖丰盛的微笑.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Silence
Stretching out between us
I dream of a presence
With essence
And absence of doubt
Come closer
Come and stay with me now
Help me reconcile
Come and stay a while
And I will find a home
Because we love till the end
We love till the end of the day
Of the day...

 

 

End Of The Day-Blue Foundation

 

 

 

dance,come
I was all alone, going for a ride
Travelling solo, off my guard
I had to follow this calling from the wild
Into the shadows
Into the shadows of my heart
I needed all my strength to
Stand up to your agenda
I said it, I said it again
I never wanna become
Stuck in your machine
I said it, I said it again
Come and dance,come and dance,come
And as I moved on, thought I＇d blow my mind
But as it turned out, I was wrong
I met my sorrow, saw her in the eyes
She tried my courage
She tried my courage, but left me stronger
Come and dance

 

 

As I Moved on-Blue Foundation

 

 

 

I tend to be
Stuck in minor key
Then pale monotony
Holds me down
But luckily
You are so dear to me
In your charity
I go home
I＇m so sorry
This melancholy

 

 

Shine-Blue Foundation                     ---playin'---

 

 

 

We＇re feeling okay
And quite all right
You wash my tears away
And make me wanna stay
And bonfires lit up the shores
(Wa fa fa-wey)
To go beside you
Is where I want to be
(Wa fa fa-wey)
To laugh, to love
Instrumental
Days of roses and wine
Drifting astray
With your hand in mine
You stroke my fears away
(Wa fa fa-wey)
Where to go and hide?
We＇re going to the sea
And this is how it went;
I am here to stay
Roaring with the wind
There＇s life within
This is what I give
A circle is complete
Another circle spins
There＇s life within
Within

 

 

Bonfires-Blue Foundation

 

 

 

It's like Cream but not the Wu so you don't know what to do
She's like a witch of trouble in electric blue
And if you don't watch out she'll get to you
Piercing through emotional armor like when you do voodoo
She sits on her throne of lost souls
My thoughts roam the coast of insanity in schoals
I brag and boast but I will never ever get to her, no hope
Deep in my mind's the cure for the illness waiting in the shadows

I used to be afraid, living on a razor blade
Came toe to toe with nemesis it left my mind unscathed
All I wanted was to bathe in the rays of eternity
All of the sudden wasn't one thing bothering me
That was when she materialized line after line
The past became the high time
I remember pushing forward breaking out of confines
But I never knew the truth in her sighs
After her theft one is left with piles of ash
She got me good, my life was in tatters and rags
Too many intentions to mention thrashed
Suffocated in those plastic bags at last yeahh

Meanwhile fools run high and low she smiles cruelly hosts
Imaginary shows the voice of solitude bellows
She's not my type why I want her every night no one knows
I unfocus loose sight of the material forget the spiritual
My mind is in a black hole no way out some would say I chose
Consciously obviously not
I didn't deliberately get caught in her plots and what not
Reefr Kid and Kuri closin' up

 

 

Witch of trouble-Blue Foundation

 

 

 

We fling ourselves fearlessly,
With lights upon our faces
into insecurity and unity

We dream ourselves fearlessly,
With laughter in our eyes,
But no one has a steady look at last

You go in the morning, the morn before light
Warm is the bed and my back where you're lie

Slowly my awakening, my breathing in haze
And so I know I do belong here,
I will sing to the day

 

 

Grand-Blue Foundation

 

 

 

Lower the day-tune, while
they carry candles through the night,
For thousands of miles
Lower the day-tune,
Why?
They hide into the dawn

Then they took off to find her tree,
Drove for miles the highway down
Lifting the dark to call the light,
But though they tried, nothing went right.

Lower the day-tune, while
They drove to seek wonders,
For thousands of miles
Lower the day-tune,
Why?
They hide into the dawn

[and I'm stay in the doorway
to keep an eye behind them,
exited to dive into their dawn,
they hide into the dawn]

You're got to come to hear the sounds,
Directed by the bright, they grow
And hundreds of fountain-hearts will sound,
Though they have no reason to

 

 

Hide-Blue Foundation

 

 

 

So long for now,
I will take what you said and did,
and fold it all around my heart
So calm for now,
But I feel unrest working in my spine
(One blow in the nape of my neck,
A hot kiss)

So long for now,
I know you must be leaving,
But I hope to see you safe again
I'll try to follow my curve,
Wherever it might lead

So long for now,
I will keep it all, and fold around my heart
So deep the earth breathes,
Through winter's cold
She must fold
Around her heart.

 

 

Evo-Blue Foundation

 

 

 

Ryan:

 

       这是我对你干的最后一件坏事......

 

                                               某某某小朋友

                                               某年某月某日