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    April 06

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    允许开放评论了,不用给我发消息了,愿大家节日有个轻松,愉放的心情.
     
     
     
     
    PS:脚好软啊,有什么方法可以放松的吗
     
     
     
    April 03

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    刹那一念之心,摄万年之岁月无余
     
     
     
    晚间充斥着的霓虹,在水雾的空中,略显冷列,哀伤.
    清明时节雨纷纷,一年,一年...一年
     
    笑.
     
    虽不说惺惺作态,但矫情还是有的,罢了,权当做作吧
     
     
     
    以容之伤,替情之悲,可否?   
     
     
     

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    蔷薇,落叶灌木.
    植株丛生,茎具蔓性.多刺.
    叶互生,奇数羽状复叶.花有红,白,黄,紫,黑五色,红色居多.

    细想起来,历年所见到的蔷薇的次数都不多,蔓腾性的植物于我眼里居多都是存有纠结意味的.
    它不比玫瑰般直接,也不比杏花般内敛.
    它肆意生长,一群,一大片,丰盛,根植繁多.甚少人为之喜欢此种植物.

    四月是属于它的季节.

    在记忆里,年幼时手腕曾被它刺深深留下印痕,当初曾万般诅咒这尖锐的植物.

    从年少噙着泪水到此刻稚气退却竟又开始对这般植物心生怜爱.
    在佛家七苦,生,老,病,死,爱别离,怨僧会,求不得中.它棣属其中的爱别离.
    这般纠结的植物突然让我想起张爱玲曾书写的一段话:'娶了红玫瑰,久而久之,红的变成墙上的一抹蚊子血,白的还是窗前明月光,娶了白玫瑰,白的就是衣服上的一饭粒,红的却是心口上的一颗朱砂痣'
    这很突兀的感觉,我不爱玫瑰,一点都不喜欢这物种. 笑.
     
     
    那眼里看着嘴边挂着手里捧着心中揣着心底念着,放下了威逼便立地成佛,放不下未必便万劫不复.
    纠结也只是借口,心底念念不忘的却是那一抹的温暖柔软.
     
     
    四月是属于蔷薇的季节.
     
     
    亲爱的,请听我说,我想有一个圆顶的花园,四周插着篱笆,屋顶上长满那媚红的蔷薇.
    晚间便可以见到你了,我期待你那一抹温暖丰盛的微笑.
     
     
     
    March 25

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    Silence
    Stretching out between us
    I dream of a presence
    With essence
    And absence of doubt
    Come closer
    Come and stay with me now
    Help me reconcile
    Come and stay a while
    And I will find a home
    Because we love till the end
    We love till the end of the day
    Of the day...
     
     
    End Of The Day-Blue Foundation

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    dance,come
    I was all alone, going for a ride
    Travelling solo, off my guard
    I had to follow this calling from the wild
    Into the shadows
    Into the shadows of my heart
    I needed all my strength to
    Stand up to your agenda
    I said it, I said it again
    I never wanna become
    Stuck in your machine
    I said it, I said it again
    Come and dance,come and dance,come
    And as I moved on, thought I'd blow my mind
    But as it turned out, I was wrong
    I met my sorrow, saw her in the eyes
    She tried my courage
    She tried my courage, but left me stronger
    Come and dance
     
     
    As I Moved on-Blue Foundation

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    I tend to be
    Stuck in minor key
    Then pale monotony
    Holds me down
    But luckily
    You are so dear to me
    In your charity
    I go home
    I'm so sorry
    This melancholy
     
     
    Shine-Blue Foundation                     ---playin'---

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    We're feeling okay
    And quite all right
    You wash my tears away
    And make me wanna stay
    And bonfires lit up the shores
    (Wa fa fa-wey)
    To go beside you
    Is where I want to be
    (Wa fa fa-wey)
    To laugh, to love
    Instrumental
    Days of roses and wine
    Drifting astray
    With your hand in mine
    You stroke my fears away
    (Wa fa fa-wey)
    Where to go and hide?
    We're going to the sea
    And this is how it went;
    I am here to stay
    Roaring with the wind
    There's life within
    This is what I give
    A circle is complete
    Another circle spins
    There's life within
    Within
     
     
    Bonfires-Blue Foundation

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    It's like Cream but not the Wu so you don't know what to do
    She's like a witch of trouble in electric blue
    And if you don't watch out she'll get to you
    Piercing through emotional armor like when you do voodoo
    She sits on her throne of lost souls
    My thoughts roam the coast of insanity in schoals
    I brag and boast but I will never ever get to her, no hope
    Deep in my mind's the cure for the illness waiting in the shadows

    I used to be afraid, living on a razor blade
    Came toe to toe with nemesis it left my mind unscathed
    All I wanted was to bathe in the rays of eternity
    All of the sudden wasn't one thing bothering me
    That was when she materialized line after line
    The past became the high time
    I remember pushing forward breaking out of confines
    But I never knew the truth in her sighs
    After her theft one is left with piles of ash
    She got me good, my life was in tatters and rags
    Too many intentions to mention thrashed
    Suffocated in those plastic bags at last yeahh

    Meanwhile fools run high and low she smiles cruelly hosts
    Imaginary shows the voice of solitude bellows
    She's not my type why I want her every night no one knows
    I unfocus loose sight of the material forget the spiritual
    My mind is in a black hole no way out some would say I chose
    Consciously obviously not
    I didn't deliberately get caught in her plots and what not
    Reefr Kid and Kuri closin' up
     
     
    Witch of trouble-Blue Foundation

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    We fling ourselves fearlessly,
    With lights upon our faces
    into insecurity and unity

    We dream ourselves fearlessly,
    With laughter in our eyes,
    But no one has a steady look at last

    You go in the morning, the morn before light
    Warm is the bed and my back where you're lie

    Slowly my awakening, my breathing in haze
    And so I know I do belong here,
    I will sing to the day
     
     
    Grand-Blue Foundation

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    Lower the day-tune, while
    they carry candles through the night,
    For thousands of miles
    Lower the day-tune,
    Why?
    They hide into the dawn

    Then they took off to find her tree,
    Drove for miles the highway down
    Lifting the dark to call the light,
    But though they tried, nothing went right.

    Lower the day-tune, while
    They drove to seek wonders,
    For thousands of miles
    Lower the day-tune,
    Why?
    They hide into the dawn

    [and I'm stay in the doorway
    to keep an eye behind them,
    exited to dive into their dawn,
    they hide into the dawn]

    You're got to come to hear the sounds,
    Directed by the bright, they grow
    And hundreds of fountain-hearts will sound,
    Though they have no reason to
     
     
    Hide-Blue Foundation

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    So long for now,
    I will take what you said and did,
    and fold it all around my heart
    So calm for now,
    But I feel unrest working in my spine
    (One blow in the nape of my neck,
    A hot kiss)

    So long for now,
    I know you must be leaving,
    But I hope to see you safe again
    I'll try to follow my curve,
    Wherever it might lead

    So long for now,
    I will keep it all, and fold around my heart
    So deep the earth breathes,
    Through winter's cold
    She must fold
    Around her heart.
     
     
    Evo-Blue Foundation
    March 24

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    Ryan:
     
           这是我对你干的最后一件坏事......
     
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